SISSY POWER!
This article is of an adult nature, discussing sissies, fetish, satin (if you're lucky) and should only be read by people in possession of an open mind
I decided to write this article due to my interest in the internet and transgenderism; several activities and pursuits have been greatly enhanced or boosted by the internet - for example, chess and masturbation. Somewhere in between these poles lies fetishism and transvestitism respectively. These terms are both distinct and overlapping in the vernacular of most people; transvestitism can be both a fetish and a lifestyle simultaneously e.g.
First let me tell you a little about myself and how I got to be who I am.
I'm 30 years old and have been dressing since I was about 11.
I've spent a lot of time being terrified of what I really am. Like many, I came from a very conservative family and gender roles were pronounced and enforced. I wasted most of my 20s pretending I was straight and do regret that now. I'm always amazed and happy to see young boys happy and out in a frock. I'm sure that more people will come out of the closet earlier into the future.
I identify as many things in the 'trans' world. I'm happy to be called a sissy, a t-girl, a tranny or anything else you want to call me (note caveat to follow).
As I understand it, 'tgirl', or 't-girl' is an ambiguous term. Some say it's a chick with a dick (i.e., a she male), while others seem to use it loosely to denote a tranny; though in this case the implication is often that the t implies a convincing and or pretty visage and demeanour. I don't know what it means but I'm happy to be called it!
The only term I never use in reference to myself is 'cross dresser'. Maybe there is a continuum (though labelled a scale in practice) from post op TS woman through to hairy panty wearing men. If this is the case, I think cross dressers are pretty close to hairy panty wearers (minus the hair (pehaps!). Technically speaking, I do cross dress, though I hardly think that this term captures the essence of what I'm all about, which is female EMULATION. Think of the difference between character and method acting as a relatively useful analogy.
I believe in the power of the internet to connect lonely people of rare persuasions to one another. I feel that along with other cultural revolutions, this medium will, and has already helped many trannies like myself feel more connect and accepted.
I'm sure that if I ever have children (erm...) and if they became transvestites (er..), they will have a much easier time in coming to terms with their identity and sexuality due to the their cyber-socialization, if I may coin a sociological neologism.
Previous transgendered generations had to suffer greatly. I am always touched and affected when I hear stories of violence or hatred directed at young trannies in times gone by. One personal friend of mine told me that she was beaten up by her Father when he caught her dressing.
Will the internet eliminate this kind of abuse and hatred in future generations?
I doubt it, but I do think that such cases will become less and less over time.
The more sissies, tgirls, trannies, she-males, transexuals and even hairy panty wearers (I'm trying not to be prejudiced here) appear on the web the better for the community.
I may transition one day to full womanhood and I may not. Whatever I do I'm blessed to have a very strong feminine side and the freedom to express it. If we live in the western world we are relatively lucky to exist in a society accepting and prosperous enough to allow us to explore who we really are. The world may be changing in many ways for the worst, but let's remember the benefits the passage of time has brought us as well as the detriments.
If you have time, please check out my personal web site. The content is of an adult nature and should only be viewed by adults. It is however not a porn site as such.
http://sexysubjoanna.com/
About the Author
30 year old transvestite, sissy maid, lifestyle submissive, satin fetishist. Psychology graduate.
http://sexysubjoanna.com/
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