I started out with online dating services approximately five years ago. It was a good idea at that time because I was very busy working and had a relatively fresh disappointment that kept me from being near a new guy, socializing with new people. I was experiencing the well known NO WAY attitude that can chase away even your closest friend. Long story short, all the things that you DO NOT want around when you have faced a break-up. So I decided to go online and publish a profile on a dating site. Said and done before I knew it I was browsing the lists in order to find myself a "sweet and fun and loving soul mate", the one that will never harm me and my over burdened heart. As time was passing I managed to make a few friends, share my real problem, and yes it felt good that I was able to find persons who were willingly listening to my problems and offering sincere solutions to most of them. At least approve my point of view. Things were just fine, I managed to rebuild my self confidence and I was able now to see "the light at the end of the tunnel" ...I was on the right track. Doing the same things as days were passing by, I felt at a certain point the need to go out again, I wanted to feel the love rush again. I started browsing the lists more carefully to find someone who will fit my interests. As I was not looking for a long term relationship, I imagined that searching for someone younger would be a good place to start. Browsing the profiles I saw something that caught my eye. Good, very well written, describing a perfect relationship with a set of breathtaking pictures. On the spot I changed my priorities and thought that I like this guy , I need this guy...just by reading his profile my sentimental heart created a happy habit to remind me every five minutes that I have found someone out there and that I need to do something to get closer. I sent a greeting message as my heart was beating very fast. Lucky for me the guy was online and replied to me the same evening. Things were going in the right direction; that evening I managed to chit chat with this guy until 3 am. Time was flying, first we talked about ourselves then we got a little more intimate and shared some delicate info. I could not sleep all night, or most of the night that was left.