I'm always asked, what possibly can I do after breakup even when I'm still crazy about ex boyfriend? My reaction has always been this, how do you need to feel? I realize that this is not the answer you've hoped for but it's odd that a person you used to love so much, the one you gave away all you had, turns out offending you the most. As they say, 'It is unachievable to love and be wise' even if it's good someday you'll pay for it.

It's a piece of cake to say love is pain when you aren't in trouble but when you are in an intimate relationship with a man who treat you like nothing it's like been treated like nothing. Can you imagine all that tenderness... may be those Violets flowers... all that 'I you'... those candies and butterflies, disappeared, that's shitty experience isn't it?

What is the best thing to do?